insomnia.

my heart is yearning....

its 4.30am

im suffering from insomnia

im frustrated.

not because i cant sleep.
but because.

I CANT FIND A DAMN SONG...

on tuesday, mission bay trip.
i witnessed the awesomeness of couple ddr...
as i watched williams older bro james and his mate play couple.

thats where i fell in love..

with a song.

which later i found out from philip to be called "homecoming" by a string quartet group called Bond. Who basically did beautiful classical music and modernized it.

i did EVERYTHING i could to find the song.

all. fail.

i mean. it doesn't really help that the band name is called Bond.
i mean.
seriously?
all i get is freaking "james bond" constantly.
and man.
if you type in "homecoming bond" in google
you get it. literally.
"bond with your friends this homecoming..."
fail...

i cant believe limewire let me down.

limewire has literally every song by Bond. except. homecoming and atlanta
and if you type in homecoming by itself.
you get freaking kanye west.
argh.

im going insane..

the song.
it haunts me.
i yearn to hear it.
yet all i get is nothing.

i've actually resorted to listening to it on youtube. while having to watch these two skinny ass white boys dance to it...

skinny white boys ddr ing to homecoming by bond <---- =]

the one in red's pretty good. okay. blue's alright too.

you know, having watched the video a million times over and over again.
purely for the musics sake.
i couldn't help but notice the way ddr worked...
before it used to be a blur of random foot movements to me.
but now, after having to watch so many times.
they make sense.
its a series of constant repetitions. which obviously bases off the rhythm of the song.
and the tapping of their feet fit so well to the melody of the song it just made the song all the more awesomer..

okay.

im babbling.

but how can i not? when i've fallen in love with such a beautiful song.....
the amazing buildup into the climax of the song and the climax itself.
need i start on the bridge?
ahh. its just so. so. brilliant in every way.
it makes my heart yearn for it all the more.

and it makes me want to play ddr.
just so i can do this song.

maybe i will.

shit.
nearly 5am.

off i go to dream land i go.

im a lazy blogger....

Sindhuja officially left New Zealand for good on saturday. so before she left, i decided i wanted to give her something special. something she'd always remember me by.

so i decided to make her a voodoo doll!

i figured it'd be the perfect way to vent out all her hidden anger. and the perfect opportunity to get in touch with my inner female.

so.
after countless nights of stabbing myself and losing the needles somewhere in my bed sheets...>___>
i managed to successfully finish, with all my fingers still intact.
quite an achievement in itself i must say.

without adoo. <-- is that how you spell it? or even say it? im pretty sure it sounds something like that....

here's the finished result =D

the voodoo doll's front half! took ages by itself...

i decided to make the most of the material. so i made it double sided XD

this side's less voodoo doll and more "i love you" doll

lol i didn't think about stitching my name on the doll until after i had finished.
so i did this awesome on top stitch thing... which kinda reads my name.
okay.
it looks retarded.
at least i tried? XD
it reads "ANNA <3" <--- my failed attempt at a sown heart.
at least it sort of looks like a heart? =D

FEEDBACK!!

even tho it looked really retarded... i kinda started to like it... a lot.
nearly couldn't give it away.

hmmm might consider making some more...

LONG BAY TRIP!!! with the ever so awesome youth group. 09

the car ride there haha

last FRIDAY.
me and a bunch of people went to long bay for basically.
a bbq and some good old summer fun. XD

the delicious food we cooked

and the awesome makers themselves

and who could forget. the awesome servers.

we all even went swimming!
haha.
didn't have a bikini.... sadly.
so i made do with what i had.
the clothes on my back.
haha.

the whole gang. XD

TEAM YELLOW!!!
somehow. i dont know how. but these guys all came wearing yellow. lmao.

overall.
it was your classic. summer fun.
haha

POSER MOMENTS!!

some good old group posing. and yes. i always have the most retarded pose.

charlies asian angels. oh yeah.

oh yeah.
this.
has got to be.
THE.
hottest.
pose.
EVER.
....

oh yeah. work that pose leo. lmao.

of course. it was so hot.
we decided to all join in.

check. us. out. XD

haha.
after doing a healthy dose of posing.

i decided it was time to do some SWIMMING!! XD

look how excited i am. hahaha. me and lucien.

i never forget to pose. haha

"woo hoo" me and lucien lovin' the ocean. oh yeeeaah...
see that black blob out in the sea?
yes.
thats me.

who knew
i'd have so much fun... lol.

I.LOVE.YOU.ALLme and jess. out in the ocean. T_T i love her.

and it wasn't just me having all the fun either...

heh check out this happy gay couple.
lol.

overall.
it turned out to be a great trip.
i'd do it again in a heart beat.

(post swimming anna)
i love long bay. seriously. haha.

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

the best thing since john green.

she.

is.

utterly.

breathtakingly.

a.mazing.

honestly?

im just in love.

with her words.

and her beautiful, beautiful mind.

most of the fics are
draco x hermione fics.

but seriously?
you don't even have to have read harry potter to admire her work.

haha.
just a short anna rambling moment.

she's exactly the kind of person i wish i could be.

to be able to express yourself.
so well. with words.
is a... beautiful tool.
she just. uses words so well.
maybe her style isn't everyone's cup of tea...

but.

it sure is mine.

she's a great artist too. very quirky style.

one day.
hopefully.
i'll be able to express myself.

just. like her.

one day.

"Because sometimes you fall in love with someone, and they fall in love with you – but you realize you just can’t be with them, not like a wife and husband can.” She sighed then, dusting her gloves off on the edge of the chair. “Not all kinds of love can be traditional. Not every person you love is going to be that fairytale. Sometimes you’re going to have to accept that you just can’t have the kind of love you were raised believing in."

segment from 'sleepwalking' by attica

p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI HO!! big 1 6 today. i think.

good night all.