The Power of... Make up.

WTF

>.> the power of make up and circle lens...
holy. shit.

guys. better take a second look at your girlfriends.
they might actually look like THAT. in real life.

then again. are they even the same ppl?!

PHWOAAR

this blog is dedicated to all the hot people out there.

such as. nigels abs.

on tuesday, as to celebrate wenyu's return from china we decided to go to mission bay.
wow.
when she walked in.
i was like.

phwoaar. who the hell is this?

i thought that was going to be my only phwoar moment of the day.

i was wrong.

when nigel took of his shirt.

we were all simply in awe.

PHWOARR are those real?!

pictures courtesy of jacky. thanks jacky.

the "phwoaar" couple. man do they look.... bro...

after he took his shirt off. we were all pretty much running and pushing over ourselves to get pictures with him.

of course. i was the first.



with a couple of extra posers in the end.
haha.

mission bay turned out to be an extremely fun filled day.
even tho the weather was on and off.
typical auckland weather.
but we had fun anyways.

insomnia.

my heart is yearning....

its 4.30am

im suffering from insomnia

im frustrated.

not because i cant sleep.
but because.

I CANT FIND A DAMN SONG...

on tuesday, mission bay trip.
i witnessed the awesomeness of couple ddr...
as i watched williams older bro james and his mate play couple.

thats where i fell in love..

with a song.

which later i found out from philip to be called "homecoming" by a string quartet group called Bond. Who basically did beautiful classical music and modernized it.

i did EVERYTHING i could to find the song.

all. fail.

i mean. it doesn't really help that the band name is called Bond.
i mean.
seriously?
all i get is freaking "james bond" constantly.
and man.
if you type in "homecoming bond" in google
you get it. literally.
"bond with your friends this homecoming..."
fail...

i cant believe limewire let me down.

limewire has literally every song by Bond. except. homecoming and atlanta
and if you type in homecoming by itself.
you get freaking kanye west.
argh.

im going insane..

the song.
it haunts me.
i yearn to hear it.
yet all i get is nothing.

i've actually resorted to listening to it on youtube. while having to watch these two skinny ass white boys dance to it...

skinny white boys ddr ing to homecoming by bond <---- =]

the one in red's pretty good. okay. blue's alright too.

you know, having watched the video a million times over and over again.
purely for the musics sake.
i couldn't help but notice the way ddr worked...
before it used to be a blur of random foot movements to me.
but now, after having to watch so many times.
they make sense.
its a series of constant repetitions. which obviously bases off the rhythm of the song.
and the tapping of their feet fit so well to the melody of the song it just made the song all the more awesomer..

okay.

im babbling.

but how can i not? when i've fallen in love with such a beautiful song.....
the amazing buildup into the climax of the song and the climax itself.
need i start on the bridge?
ahh. its just so. so. brilliant in every way.
it makes my heart yearn for it all the more.

and it makes me want to play ddr.
just so i can do this song.

maybe i will.

shit.
nearly 5am.

off i go to dream land i go.

im a lazy blogger....

Sindhuja officially left New Zealand for good on saturday. so before she left, i decided i wanted to give her something special. something she'd always remember me by.

so i decided to make her a voodoo doll!

i figured it'd be the perfect way to vent out all her hidden anger. and the perfect opportunity to get in touch with my inner female.

so.
after countless nights of stabbing myself and losing the needles somewhere in my bed sheets...>___>
i managed to successfully finish, with all my fingers still intact.
quite an achievement in itself i must say.

without adoo. <-- is that how you spell it? or even say it? im pretty sure it sounds something like that....

here's the finished result =D

the voodoo doll's front half! took ages by itself...

i decided to make the most of the material. so i made it double sided XD

this side's less voodoo doll and more "i love you" doll

lol i didn't think about stitching my name on the doll until after i had finished.
so i did this awesome on top stitch thing... which kinda reads my name.
okay.
it looks retarded.
at least i tried? XD
it reads "ANNA <3" <--- my failed attempt at a sown heart.
at least it sort of looks like a heart? =D

FEEDBACK!!

even tho it looked really retarded... i kinda started to like it... a lot.
nearly couldn't give it away.

hmmm might consider making some more...

LONG BAY TRIP!!! with the ever so awesome youth group. 09

the car ride there haha

last FRIDAY.
me and a bunch of people went to long bay for basically.
a bbq and some good old summer fun. XD

the delicious food we cooked

and the awesome makers themselves

and who could forget. the awesome servers.

we all even went swimming!
haha.
didn't have a bikini.... sadly.
so i made do with what i had.
the clothes on my back.
haha.

the whole gang. XD

TEAM YELLOW!!!
somehow. i dont know how. but these guys all came wearing yellow. lmao.

overall.
it was your classic. summer fun.
haha

POSER MOMENTS!!

some good old group posing. and yes. i always have the most retarded pose.

charlies asian angels. oh yeah.

oh yeah.
this.
has got to be.
THE.
hottest.
pose.
EVER.
....

oh yeah. work that pose leo. lmao.

of course. it was so hot.
we decided to all join in.

check. us. out. XD

haha.
after doing a healthy dose of posing.

i decided it was time to do some SWIMMING!! XD

look how excited i am. hahaha. me and lucien.

i never forget to pose. haha

"woo hoo" me and lucien lovin' the ocean. oh yeeeaah...
see that black blob out in the sea?
yes.
thats me.

who knew
i'd have so much fun... lol.

I.LOVE.YOU.ALLme and jess. out in the ocean. T_T i love her.

and it wasn't just me having all the fun either...

heh check out this happy gay couple.
lol.

overall.
it turned out to be a great trip.
i'd do it again in a heart beat.

(post swimming anna)
i love long bay. seriously. haha.

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

the best thing since john green.

she.

is.

utterly.

breathtakingly.

a.mazing.

honestly?

im just in love.

with her words.

and her beautiful, beautiful mind.

most of the fics are
draco x hermione fics.

but seriously?
you don't even have to have read harry potter to admire her work.

haha.
just a short anna rambling moment.

she's exactly the kind of person i wish i could be.

to be able to express yourself.
so well. with words.
is a... beautiful tool.
she just. uses words so well.
maybe her style isn't everyone's cup of tea...

but.

it sure is mine.

she's a great artist too. very quirky style.

one day.
hopefully.
i'll be able to express myself.

just. like her.

one day.

"Because sometimes you fall in love with someone, and they fall in love with you – but you realize you just can’t be with them, not like a wife and husband can.” She sighed then, dusting her gloves off on the edge of the chair. “Not all kinds of love can be traditional. Not every person you love is going to be that fairytale. Sometimes you’re going to have to accept that you just can’t have the kind of love you were raised believing in."

segment from 'sleepwalking' by attica

p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI HO!! big 1 6 today. i think.

good night all.

im making a statement.

hi.

im anna.

and i like to wear umbrella hats.

=D

my unexpected wonderful day. XD

ahhh today... was a long day.
left the house at 11am, walking to dress mart.
only to end up getting driven home by my parents at 12 by my parents.
XD

today i went shopping with esther at dressmart.
for me.
i wanted to buy myself a cheap bikini.
no jacky.
that other time doesnt count.

lol but you know...

summer time...
beaches...
hot asian guys..

...drool...

ahh.

i just wanted to at least look..... appropriate.
as i was shopping with esther.
we ended up shopping for everything and anything that was cheap. at the same time.
for her.
it was a successful shopping day.
she found jeans, a cardi, clothes for fei and wei, etc.
i... spent a total of.. 15 bucks? on two damn singlets.
not. one. bloody. bikini.
(seriously. the only good ones they had. HAD NO PADDING!!!)

....

and i also realised today.
that.

i.

am.

fat.

....

there were a lot of jean sales today...
and i couldn't wear a single damn pair properly.
because.
either they didn't have my size.
or...
it accentuated my damn fat thighs.

>____>

spongebob was right.
it does all go straight to the thighs.
T_T

meh.
i also realised.
i am a hopeless person to shop for.
even my ever so hopeful mom.
who had full intentions of buying me pretty summer dresses
gave up on me.
when she realised.
they
just.
dont.
suit.
me.
sigh.
oh how cruel the world is to anna. and her fat thighs.
why. oh why.

ARGHHRHHGHHHHHWRHHH...

my angry face. no. seriously.
....
on a lighter note.
i know how to say thank you in korean.
and my pool skills have improved.
immensely.
after playing another 2 hours.
this time in the city.
XD
i got a pro.
sue.
to teach me the right ways XD

hohohohohohohohohoho.

i even won my FIRST game XD
haha
i started off pretty crap as well.
hitting TWO of HIS balls in instead of mine... =__=||
but then.
after a few lessons by the master.
SUE
my happy winning face XD

WIN!!!XD

ahhhhhhhhh...
i was so freakin happy.
i mean dude.
first time i ever WON
now. THATS big...

man. with just ONE game of pool
and all my previous (fat) problems had disappeared.....=D

heh. heres a picture of the poor loser himself.


and SUE
and her PRO pool posture. XD
everything is 90 degrees...


All in all
it was an awesome day.
we played late into the night..
i swear.
blurry pic of chao wei, esther and sue XD
i could seriously get addicted to playing pool..
i finally understand why asians love it so bloody much.

ahh
was gonna post about some kinky stuff that happened on sunday as well..
but cant seem to load pictures.
cos. my laptops SO. DAMN. SLOW.
damn.
internet. T__T

meh...

all i can say is.
this a certain quote from someone.
lmao.

"i like to be dominated"

LOL.
XD
anyways.
its late.
im tired.

***YAS
PICTURES LOADED.
although..
they're kinda shit.
sorry. XD

use your imagination.

nights.

1 hour later...
oh wait.
i think the internet just came back.
there is hope yet for the pictures!!
D=< .... .... aaandd... it was a failure. nvm. NIGhTS.
for reals.

okay.
3 hours later.
and im STILL trying to post this bloody thing..
the font sizes keep screwing up...
like the middle section
is MASSIVE..
which is NOT normal.
...
been trying to fix it by messing round with the html.

only plus side to tonight. is.
i now know how to read html.
great.
just. great.
i think i may have to resort to beating the shit out of my bloody laptop's internet so it would work.
yes.
totally mature.
ARGH.
why.
won't.
you.
POST

btw. if you're reading this.
it obviously means it has been posted.
but.
ARGHH.

New Years Eve's pictures.

lol.
i found my phone cord.
and realised i do have a lot pictures from the day. XD

firstly.
the pictures from jackie's house.
on new years eve
as a new years eve/kai leaving party thing. he decided to have a movie day at his house.
XD
we watched shaun of the dead and hot fuzz which i. of course. had already seen.
but it was fun seeing how into the movie the other guys were.

lol. i know. isn't this such a beautiful sight?
they don't acknowledge my existance as a girl anymore.....=__=

lol XD philip whispering sweet nothings into jacky's ears

JACKIES FOODTOWN UNIFORM!! (had to risk a lot just to take these photos...)
jacky thinks he looks hot. lol. i think it makes him look really grown up.

ahh nothing better than man love...

i love you jackie! i love you too jacky!

(jacky and philip arranged this...)
jacky, philip, you sick little *beep*'s

after the movies we, (jacky, philip, shannen and me) made our way to the city.
on the way out.

yes he is trying to feel up philip.

after 6 very painful games of pool,
lets not dwell into who won...,
we went back to the city for dinner.

oh yeah.
XD
philip tried to break the balls
and all he managed to do was. well this.
its a blurry picture.
but you get the point.


anyways.
yes.
dinner. at MY PARENTS restaurant.
haha.
they never paid..
so im assuming we treated them. XD
lol
they all couldn't finish.
except for me of course.
and we just sat there and reminisced on 2008. all the good bad and the weird.
was. awesome.
even managed to get wenyu. who stayed with us till 2009 XD

the gang. XD shannen, philip, jacky, and their FREE drinks.

all four of us. and philips FREE roast duck on rice dinner.

my awesome mom.

heh. my awesome photography skills.

over all.
the day turn out to be hilariously awesome.
and definitely something i would do again.
refer to previous post
on details on actual new years XD

anyways. thats it from me.
photos posted.
i have no more obligations. hurray me.
.....
mmmm i could do with some fries right about now...

GOOD NIGHT.
mmm... curry...
l.o.v.e midnight snacks.